But in this perfect world where nothing's perfect, I'm all alone.

Aside from working 8+ hours a day, I've been doing pretty random stuff, mostly time with friends and family, but I'm working on getting into some classes, planning a semester deferred, and working towards completing my random summer bucket list...

Like spending a shit ton of time with this kid

And trying lots of new food

ParisParisParisParisParis

If you were gay, that'd be okay, I mean 'cause hey, I'd like you anyway!

Gay Pride San Francisco 2010 with my darling friend Whitney and my gay husband, the fabulous Kevin!

Birthday Festivities!

Whitney turned 21 on June 24th, so of course we got drunk that night (wish I had pictures of that!). And the morning after? You know us, we went shopping...

...and went to the fair...

...and had formal afternoon tea...

...which was followed by a viewing of Toy Story 3 and bed at last.

I loveeee her!

And I knew that somehow I could find my way back

Sean, Andie, Whitney, and I went in search of the infamous Pulgas Water Temple.

Clearly, we found it. What a beautiful day.

To live my life as it's meant to be...

Two weekends ago I threw my cousin a jungle themed baby shower attended by friends and family:

Partially set up food table

Gifts, including a stroller

The ice cream cake I made

Mommy-to-be and her best friend Britnie

And of course the diaper cake I made

Eli David is due July 26th!

I'm waiting and fading and floating away

Nothing compares to a sunrise after pulling an all nighter.

We can't be lovers, and we can't be friends

When will I stop missing you?

And when will I take their advice about how toxic the other one is?

Countdown to the return to my life? One week. It's such a sincere relief.